i fell in love...

there is no moving on... not from this one.

What do you want?

I want things to be right..
I want to do things right..
I want to choose to do things right..

I want to sleep at the right time
and wake up early feeling refreshed and ready to take on the new day.

I want to read as much as I used to
and to never stop wanting to read my whole life.

I want to eat right
and live right.

I want to be fit, go running again
and lose the extra weight.

I want to spend wisely
and save for the future.

I want to want to work out of the country
and earn so much more :)

I want to stop being always late
and to learn to respect other people's time.

I want to truly value my friends
and to not feel that spending time with them is a social obligation.

I want to not feel lazy when it's time to act on a plan
and to always see it through the end.

I want to be able to start doing things well from the start
and to make sure I do it well up to the end.

I want to stop procrastinating
and to always act promptly.

I want to be organized
and systematic in my things and my attitude towards things.

I want to be successful.
I want to have my own house.
I want to make my family happy.
I want to make Joshua very happy.

I want to change.
I want to be happy.

Longing

"i've always wanted to be free..
to fly away and never return.
to soar up high till the height may never be seen.

but beyond that..

i longed to be owned..
to be held..
and to never be let go".

Point of View

"you'll base your whole life on who you got stuck in a room with?

i'm gonna base this moment on who i'm stuck in this room with..

that's what life is. it's a series of rooms...

and who we get stuck in those rooms with, adds up to what our lives are."

Forever

if you believe in eternity...

then life is irrelevant.